Saturday, February 19, 2011

Here I thought if I got a new blog, I would update more often...not so much, I guess.

My grandad isn't doing so well. He has had cancer for 9 years or so, and he is on the really downhill side of things. He is at home with hospice care, as there is nothing that can be done anymore. It is sad to see him now. He can't hold his utensils, he slurs his speech, and he can't even get up. I dont think he will last too much longer. He has been my grandad my entire life, and I dont have too many memories of him. We would always go and visit, but it was mostly my grandmother we were seeing. He would stay pretty quiet and just sit in his chair. There is a picture I would like to put up on here, but I have to figure out a way to get it from my sister's facebook first. After he dies, I'll only have my two grandmothers left.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

New Blog

I know it's been a bit since I last updated, and seems how our family is changing, I thought I would make a new blog. New blogs are always nice.

At the end of the month, we will find out what baby is going to be. We are really excited to find out. Brian wants to have a boy, but I don't really care if it is a boy or a girl. If it is a boy, his name will be Spencer Tyler. If it is a girl, we can't decide on a name we both like. I am officially 16 weeks today, and only one more month until I am halfway through. My clothes are getting tighter and I will have to buy new ones soon.

I have already had a rough pregnancy and almost lost the baby. I lost the twin that I was carrying already, and it tends to make me nervous at times. I sometimes worry that it will die and i won't know...it's too early to feel it move yet, though sometimes I swear I can feel it moving like a small muscle twinge in my lower belly. I just hope everything goes well. We have been waiting for this baby for a long time.

Anyway, I think I will write more later, when I have more time